Thursday, February 08, 2007
='(
darling dinn wan me to kis him. bad boy. haha..
sigh. mis u.
dar loves u. 7:46 PM.
=))
TU AMOR. Heh.. hapen to be listenin to tis song at skool ryte now. makes me laff to myself seh. haha. =))
tke care dude!
(m)(i)(s) (U)
dar loves u. 7:41 PM.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
my hart lost its way n it made its way to ur hart.
hey.. u asked me to stop contactin u eh? hmm.. oh wel.. not easy tho. sumhow forgetin u is impossible. not wen ur alwaes on my mind. i duno y 2+ mths cud create such an impact on me. but i mis u alot at times.Everytime. sigh. tke care. i jus hope we'l kip in contact tats al. haiz.
darling. i mis u and i duno wen i can stop missin u.
dar loves u. 3:58 PM.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
i cant bliev myself
i cant blieve it. i m actuali missin u. hah.
dar loves u. 3:05 PM.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
<3
From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it
Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don have to look
anywhere else
boy i love u so.
jus look in my eyes n tel me wher tis cud go?
i jus wan u to noe.
=(
dar loves u. 6:18 PM.
darling??
heh.. weird uh callin u dat.. anywae.. jus wana sey.. i mis u.
SHAFIQ = UNFORGETABLE
TC!
dar loves u. 5:38 PM.
Monday, January 22, 2007
tinkin of u
do u noe i tink of u stil? evry minute, evry hour.. in skool.. at home.. evrywher i go. i duno y i do. i jus do. i jus hope u'l tke gd care of urself. c u ard. =)
dar loves u. 1:46 PM.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
=(
I still LOVE YOU. i stil MISS YOU. Im stil waitin for u.
dar loves u. 11:13 AM.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
=*
darlingg.. im at my frenz house now.. weee!! so long neve update tis blog.. anywae.. tis holidae is de best coz i got to enjoy it wif u mos of de time bsides my werk. heh.. and wel.. we spent our new yr togeder.. kool.. i love de firewerks. but dats bsides de pt, i actuali watched it wif YOU =)) my beloved. heh..
darling darling.. nobodi thot we cud go thru tis far.. it has been tough i noe.. esp wif a 17yr old gerl yea? hehe.. anywae i neve thot we cud go tis far too. tis is not dat far anywae. we stil haf years to go. letz c if we can mke it. =))
u noe, wen i bcame frenz wif u, it was a choice, bt fallin in love wif u? dat was sumtin i had no control over at al. heh. love ya. n i stil mis u too.
dat was de best breakfast i had so far. but i had to go to de toilet jus now.. hehe.. muhd shafiq, its true. ur de one im in love wif <3>
dar loves u. 12:33 PM.
Friday, December 22, 2006
sorry. eventho sorry has no cure..
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I couldn't do =[
dar loves u. 2:09 AM.
lovin u never stops
yeah darlin is bac! hehe.. im so glad i tel u.. weeee.. oh darlin sumtin abt u changed tho. u've bothered to gel up ur hair.. haha.. bt wel it doesn matter how u look darling.. i'l never stop lovin u.
*hugs*
-- I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no more hurt, only more love -- <3
i love u. i swear. =]
dar loves u. 12:46 AM.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
--
Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them *
<3
so true. =]
dar loves u. 1:39 AM.
=]
for once darling. prove sumtin to me. n not dem. urgh. tink abt tis k. ur wif me. not dem. ler.. i duno how to sey la. its like, y wud u wana prove to dem anytin wen dey dun mean anytin to u. mcm, like.. as if dey even care in de fers place? jus tink abt how i fil, not dem. i mean, seriusli, its as if u dunwan to admit tat u haf a gf. how m i supose to fil darlin. jus.. no comments la =] mebe
try puttin urself in my positn?
ur not de onli one hu told ppl dat u wana be single den n sudenli haf a r/ship kan. i mean if u wana haf a gf, so wad, ur bisnes kan. y shud u even cre wad de heck dey tink? like halo, den wad abt wad i tink of ur actns? actns speak louder den words rmb? oh heck darl.
i stil love u. like i alwaes do. heh. i dunwan to ruin our anniversary dear. dats y i onli let it out now. wel if u tink im unreasonable, u can. oh plz do. im jus telin u how i fil dear.
love u.
dar loves u. 12:03 AM.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
='(
darling? i mis u.
badly. =(
dar loves u. 2:06 PM.
im sorry.
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
dar loves u. 2:04 PM.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i haf no comments. bleah.
dar loves u. 10:40 PM.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
dun be hurt by this post plz.
the thing is, i jus hit upon tis realization. which is fuck la. i find dat im treatin this relationship like tis was bcoz of de fact that tis was how de previous relationship was turnin out to be after 1 and 4 mths. its like, sumwher in my mind, im stil continuing a 1 yr 4mths r/ship but its just dat it is wif another person. dats y i dun reli do wad gfs do anymore. my mind was not tinkin dat tis is a new r/ship.
wen u said i din ask wheder u werk next weeek, finish wad time al dis, i had a sudden flashback of me callin my ex and asking '' hey, wad day wud u wan me to be free next week?" oh dat was before we had problems. after dat i stopped askin coz i cant be bothered wif him n his frenz. now den i realise dat i have been treatin tis new r/ship as an old one.
it jus bcame tis way bcoz of how my last r/ship ended n how ours started. i had to realise dat now im in a new r/ship n i have to start evrytin al over agn.
oh man. but de ting is i forgot how to start. it used to cum naturali coz dat was my fers relationship. now its like, i reli duno wher n how to start. mebe ferst i haf to gain ur trust. i canot asume dat u aredi trust me coz tis is a new r/ship dar. i kip tinkin its jus a continuatn. im sorie. im jus so damn lost. sigh. no wonder la. in my mind, it was jus an old r/ship. not a brand new one. wich jus made me realise dat i haf to start doin evrytin i did before. wow. how cud i haf not realised tis man? sigh. now i noe y. u noe de fers mth we jus got togeder, i told my fren '' de ting is, i reli forgot how to start a r/ship'' i forgot wad a gf mus do. its been so long i did sumtin dat gfs alwaes do. im sorie. i tink im slowli startin to realise wher i've gone rong. sigh. no wonder u've been wantin to break up wif me.
its like i din make u fil dat u wanted to be responsible for anyting. sigh. i used to take al de initiative. wad hapen to de old dar..? mebe it got wasted on de previous r/ship. i used too much effort on sumtin dat i thot was gona last. so now i haf to put more effort on this one if i want it to last. dar, how cud u realise dat onlie now. sigh.
truthfuli tho, i duno how to do tis. =(
dar loves u. 11:00 AM.
Friday, December 08, 2006
-<-@
wad is de promise i made? wel.. mebe i din promise u.
but i promised myself.
n now im makin de promise to u.
i promise to love u wif al my hart. i promise. <3
dar loves u. 10:21 AM.
=(
happy endin doesnt lasts for us do dey? sigh.
if onli u believed me. ='(
dar loves u. 10:11 AM.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
<3
i jus smsed darling. he seems ngri dat i stil haven slp. wel tis new template is a surprise for him. sori eh. was busy doin tis up la darling. gosh i love him. heh.
love you. <3>
dar loves u. 4:18 AM.
