sori to kip callin u darling.. im so used to it.. wad else can i cal u ryte? heh.. anywae, i want to sey sori for hurtin u. i've been selfish alot of times. sigh.. im so sori. i noe sori cant cure anytin. but its jus to tel u dat i realise my mistakes. anywae, y am i even rytin tis? its nt as if he goes to tis blog anymore. sigh.. tanx for al dose times we had. im gona mis dem. in fact, i do mis de times. badly.. i had to put such a fake front at werk yesterdae.
i mis u. =( i cant forget u.. i wonder if u tink of me too? i hope u do.. i hope u realise dat u nid me.. oh wth.. y m i even hoping? he aredi said its over.. sigh.. it hurts to lose sumone u love so much n sumone dat bcums part of ur life n u thot he wil never leave u. i swore i never took u for granted. but its jus dat insecure feeling. wel evrybodi noes how easily jealous i can get. even at de slightest tings. gosh. i reli duno wad to do.
i din go to skool yesterdae seh.. lucki i got mc.. had a bad flu.. i gues im takin de test todae. he din wish me al de best for it. wel im gona do my best of coz.. bein sick sucks. darling, i mis u. nobodi can ever replace u. =(
i bet he tinks im goin back wif my ex. no way. i've no feelings for him aredi sia. wel i noe dats evil. but seriusli.. my ex wanted me bac of coz. but i told him no la. not wen i love my bf so much. oh u mean i've to cal u my ex? no way. dats not de way it is ryte? ='( jus tinkin of it onli cud hurt so much.. i cried like a mad lady in de bus yesterdae wen i heard de song unbelievable..
it was his fave song.. and his lagenda song.. gosh. de more i tok abt it, de more i mis him. i mis u. i reli do. >.<
i wish i cud tke bac my useless words dat i msged him. wad was i tinkin man? oh man. i dun even tink la. sigh. love u.
