geex.. its a hard fact but i actuali haf to try to understand dat u wil be busy busy busy mos of de tymes. geex. i hope dat tis wont change our feelings towards each otha. of coz not! =) oh mann... im so gona mis ya. in fact, i mis u alreadi. sigh.. life changes so fas for me! one minute i haf u, now i cant even spend proper time wif u. damnit.. i gues tis is life.. u cant take de people ard u for granted can u? heh.. anywae, i wont. i'l cherish every moment i spend wif u. every minute, every second.. weeee.. if we ever get to spend time la dat is. haha..
but now, even tokin to u on de fone is difficult.. coz ur tired most of de time. sigh.. but dun wori.. i reli do understand.. weeeee.. dats y i dun complain.. wel, absence makes de hart grow fonder doesnt it? so i'l miss u so so so much dat u canot take de absence anymore. haha.. oh wadever.. darling, i jus smsed u gd nyte. heh..
dar love darling. yes.. i love u.. ur my onli darlingggg.. ling2.. dar2.. haha.. love u love u love u. mis u mis u mis u.
hmm. at fers i thot i canot accept de fact dat u wont alwaes be der for me. but i gues its a test u noe? wen we get married, confem der wil be more challenges.. tis is one of dem uh.. i wil live without u baby! but of coz i cant survive without u.. never everrr.. coz i'v alwaes been dependant on u. but now i mus learn to take gd care of myself wen ur nt here wif me. wee..
anywae.. dun wori abt me lookin for otha guys. im so not goin to. im not gona be like ur ex. i've changed.. mebe if i was de old dardar.. i wud. coz i reli nid 24/7 attention.. but now i've turn over a new leaf! weee.. its so easy being loyal.. i fil like we'r married. heh..
ok la.. i fil like im rytin an essay sia.. luckili nobodi reads tis blog. dey'l get bored to deatthhhh.. as in reli die. die die. haha. k im crazy. crazy for u la dats y. i do crazy tings wen i mis u.
md shafiq bin mohd zahid bin mohd noor, i love u OK! wee.. lovinn u n missin u..
actuali im damn sad la.. but im lookin on de bryte side of tings like i alwaes do.. it helpssss.. like i sey 'ders no rainbow without de rain' ok darlin? love u.
